I had terrible nightmares most of my life. They don't come all the time now, which is why I can sleep better. I was talking to my neighbor the other day, this woman who seems imbued with light and she shared my exact nightmare--one I thought came from PTSD and trauma and was specific to me. She has a different history but the same dream. We ended up laughing so hard that night after feeling this bond that I thought I'd die laughing. Nightmares suck. I am sorry for you that you are in this shitty club, but there are some amazing people in here with us.